Love struck?

There are times when I wish I could just pick up the phone and call you but don’t want to disturb you cause I know you are doing important work..

There are times when I wish I could send you random stuff- videos, memes but don’t want to come across as chasing you. I rather be chasing suns but I can’t help but think of you every waking moment of my life.. 

There are times when I wish I could tell you exactly how I feel but the fear in me stops me from doing so, the fear of rejection.. 

There are times when I wish I could send you things without you second guessing them but I wonder what others will think. Should I be worried about what they think? 

There are times when I wish I could write you a letter and mail it to you like old times but I have not got the courage to do so yet. What will I write? What will be the point, I wonder.

It is in times like these that I say to myself, maybe I should just wait and let things take its course. I will have to let my feelings aside and wait for what is yet to come. 

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